One of the most difficult things in the world, for me, is writing a description of myself.
Mostly because I read everyone else’s “about me” and want to smack the crap out of 50% of those people.
It is hard to decide what to put first. First doesn’t always mean “most important” but people often perceive it that way.
I’m a strange and often awkward little girl with a big heart and a schizophrenic sense of style.
I’m a dreamer. When I am living out whatever is in my mind at the moment, it is easy for me to get lost and find myself somewhere, not remembering exactly how I got there.
I write (obviously). I practice yoga, and I say that not because I want to be able to, but because my yoga practice is one of my greatest accomplishments. (Ten years ago, I would practically fall asleep at the mere mention of yoga–I thought it was boring. Goes to show you…) I don’t eat animals or anything made by animals, but my severe shoe addiction prohibits me from calling myself a vegan. I am ridiculously meticulous about not ingesting or using chemicals, pills, junk food…but I will down some wine on occasion. I eat a raw food diet, and that means, basically, fruits and vegetables, raw seeds. People are often surprised by this and ask things like, “But you eat cereal and stuff, right?” Um, no. That has been processed/cooked. Fruits. Vegetables. It is doable, and it has pretty much saved my life.
I tend to be competitive even when it is unnecessary. I am a pretty tough girl but still want someone to take care of me. The political dogma people around here spout astounds me. I haven’t the slightest clue where I will be in one year, and for once, that is okay. If I ever decide to love you, I will never stop. Small, short-haired dogs melt my heart and make me cry.
I like to be constantly moving, until I crash. I do things quickly and tend to be impatient (to the point of frightening anger). I love to sweat and push myself. I am so stubborn that sometimes someone can make a point that I completely agree with, and I will argue the other side for no other reason than just to see if I can.